September holidays are officially over.
only one day left to school, 3 weeks of chionging, then, the exams.
yeps. the sept hols just flew past. so many so many things happened.
its been a long week.
but i guess, its time to take a breather.
realise i havent done much this week.
really. i aimed to do so much, planned out everything, but. i only FAITHFULLY followed it for 1 day. lol.
so much for self discipline.
i have so much more to go
a history test on monday which i havent finished studying.
a chem quiz on wed which i. havent finished studying.
chinese oral which im probably gonna do really badly compared to last year cos. i havent beenspeaking too much chinese.

argh. today was just. bad.
maybe i just got off the bed on the wrong side.
today was just. wrong wrong wrong.

Always remember I'm by your side
Such a shame that you had to go
So much more that I'd like to know
So many things you forgot to show me how to do

When times are hard I forget your gone
I go to call you before it dawns on me
That you wont be there now
But I still have these words that you gave me

Always remember I'm by your side
Always remember I'm by your side

I got two kids of my own now
They grow up so fast
And how I wish you did not miss that part of who I am
But I keep doing all that I can do
And I will smile when they ask about you
And I will sing to them every day
With voice and the words that you used to say
Will change the world one day

Always remember I'm by your side
Always remember I'm by your side

And while they grow up you will show up
In things they do and say
Like a reflection to a connection
Of who they'll be one day
They will learn to get their wings
And fly through the changes life will bring
So on
And it will go on
And you will go on

And they will sing with the voice that you gave them
Always remember I'm by your side
Always remember I'm by your side
I'm by your side
I'm by your side

对不起
对不起，我让你失望了。
对不起，我让你对我信任辜负了。
对不起，我知道我伤害了你的心。
对不起